Wednesday, March 31, 2010

love is..

It's all false love and affection
you don't want me
you just like the attention

Monday, March 29, 2010

i can't speak french so i let the music do the talking

so my desktop was getting a little messy and some of these are just uh-maaaaaaaaazing so i thought it appropriate to share with you'se!
AND i have come to the realisation that with winter just around the corner i accepted the fact that i can no longer get away with bare limbs, and with that i kinda, just a little, want a significant other to entertain me on the nights where my white legs are tucked into harem pants and bed socks while we watch Almost Famous for the gazillionth time :)

buen appetite ma cherie 

twas this pic that ignited my want for a beau

Trese x

rape yourself

i found boots.....i shall purchase them tomorrow :)

i get a 20% discount because i'm on first name basis with the peeps in GP co.....yup im not pathetic AT ALL!

Trese x

lion man

it was not your fault but mine,
and it was your heart on the line,
i really fucked it up this time!
didn't i my dear?

....didnt i my dear?

oh happy day

okay okay OKAY... calm down people...

ALL IS WELL in the land of Danielle.

just got an email with my roster and he also asked for my mobile number so I assume all is good.
i still have a job.
though i'm working Thursday, Saturday and Sunday night so boo you whore. (Friday night we're closed)
hate life.
though why am I complaining when i just had a freak out that I was fired?
I'm actually the most confusing and fickle person I know.
and im talking to a blog.
yupp sane much?

anyhoo off to wash this blue-black hair dye out of my hair...
laters haters.

- danielle x.

my heart is beating like a hammer

I think i may be fired.
but I'm not sure.
how can I not be sure if I'm fired or not?

After my break on Saturday night things just went downhill. I kinda dropped like 10 glasses, they smashed everywhere and hit/spilled onto a couple of people as well so they had to give them some free cocktails to smooth it over. (our cocktails are $18 each)
Supervisor wasn't impressed.
And i was so shaken after that lil (well big) debacle that i was just doing a shitty job at everything else.
Then after we'd closed my supervisor left without saying bye, he always says bye.
So awkward on Thursday night though. He went to kiss me bye on the cheek, I didn't realise so like rejected it, then realised what happened, so then i leaned in but then tripped over my own feet (dont even know how) and stumbled like a maniac to keep myself from fulling stacking it. so so SO awkward.
So now every time we say bye i just casually do a little wave thing. It's still awkward though.

My job anxiety is the cause of the previous post btw.

but i saw this the other day and it made me happy.

Christian M R Stevens yes, i may pop over to piano room to see brian, but just call me x
Yesterday at 3:45pm

Lou Campbell my friend dani is having her trial shift there tomorrow night so if you meet her take care of her for me! and i shall call you x
Yesterday at 3:46pm

Christian M R Stevens haha, ill make her make me really hard cocktails
Yesterday at 3:48pm

Lou Campbell and then tell brian/manager shes amazing!
Yesterday at 3:48pm

My new friend Lou. she's hell nice and absolutely gorgeous too.

Didn't even know she did that for me. I love when people do things that make you smile.

That Christian guy is bff with the owner of piano room. so hopefully they'll help save my job?
I keep checking my email like a crazy bitch to see if he's emailed me my roster yet.
But i shall keep you updated.
fingers crossed.

- danielle x.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

an education?

i hate how you can go from being so insanely happy to so incredibly down
i hate that it happens so quickly.
i hate those moods. the ones you can't explain. the ones that are just horrible. the ones when you cant wait to get to sleep just so you can wake up differently. feel differently.
i hate when your waiting for confirmation from someone else to lift you up.
i hate not knowing.
i hate that sinking feeling in your stomach.
i hate being new at a place where everyone already knows each other.
i hate being unsure.
i hate that i'll never be skinny
i hate that I'll always have to worry about what i eat, when i eat it and how I'll have to burn off what i eat.
i hate university.
i hate that you can be surrounded by so many people and still feel so incredibly alone.
i just hate.

- danielle x.

i don't know...

i just do not know.

- danielle x.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Friday, March 26, 2010

hey soul sistahh

just a touch of inspiration for a friday evening at home trying so very desperately to write an assessment


Trese x

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

this charming man

this photo put the biggest smile on my dile! I think its the fact that he looks so unbelievably natural! There is nothing posed or forced, or paused about it! You can even see the "fuck being serious, THIS is the real me" thought process going on! 
i fucking love Obama and seeing this made me want to track down the father/daughter dinner videos just to get a little fun back into Parliament!

Trese x

love me better

only because laura complained about a lack of updates :)

Current obsessions:
- Kate Moss
- Terry Richardson
- Guys with long hair
- Fur coats

Trese x

put a spanner in the works

kate moss for Longchamp

Trese x

Monday, March 22, 2010

i have to break down all the corners of the world

Sometimes, when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them. No matter how much you don’t want them to. There are some things that are far beyond our control. Even if you have the strength to fight for them, you have to accept the cold harsh truth.The people that you can’t live without, can live without you.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Dive For Dreams

dive for dreams
or a slogan may topple you
(trees are their roots
and wind is wind) 
trust your heart
if the seas catch fire
(and live by love
though the stars walk backward) 
honour the past
but welcome the future
(and dance your death
away at the wedding) 
never mind a world
with its villains or heroes
(for good likes girls
and tomorrow and the earth) 
in spite of everything
which breathes and moves, since Doom
(with white longest hands
neating each crease)
will smooth entirely our minds. 
- e.e cummings

I'm officially in love with his poetry.
and i don't even like poetry.
- danielle x.

you've been hitting the heartbreaks

this was worthy of its own post :)

then ignore this part because it's directed at you

Trese x