Midnight in Paris

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- danielle x.

"i'm good, i'm gone"

-Lykke Li

i have a boot addiction

had such a fun-didily-un day yesterday.
forgot how wonderful it is to spend time with friends and to just laugh.
god i love laughing. and smiling. genuinely laughing and smiling.
spent all day and night surrounded by friends and i have never been so happy in ages.
and i love the city. i really do.
i could spend all day just wandering through the streets. even when its cold and wintery and raining it's still just so dam pretty. and the qvb, oh how i heart thee.
oh and what we discovered last night in coles - sweet & salty organic popcorn. seriously do it. words can not even describe its amazingness. perfection.


bought these bad boys. for only $99.95.
of my now 4 pairs of boots i've bought this season they're my cheapest yet.

- Mimi loves Jimi Akasma desert boot

turns out lauren has the same ones in black. i call them lesbian shoes though cause ness said teagan and sarah wear them. my name for them twas annoying lauren all night :) ness just laughed.

such an impulse buy though. saw them on the mannequin in general pants qvb and bought them off the mannequin in the literal space of 5minutes. thought no one else would have anything like them. clearly was wrong. if they turn into the next roc-indie-alternative-whatever-brand-rip-off-doc-martin wannabes that every single girl is currently prancing around in, i will die.

then im gonna buy these on wednesday. (with my 20%off discount that the guy at general pants gave me.wooo) but seriously at $69.95 can you say bargain!?

- Mimi loves Jimi patent suede stilt boot

seriously contemplating these over the knee suede boots

my only issue being them + my short legness = stumpiness. 

though ask me wednesday night and i betchya ill have them. and at $99.95 im in love.

- Mimi loves Jimi 'Johanna' boot

dum-diddily-um
well im off to continue my happiness.
though im really not keen on venturing out in this weather. but i must admit i am enjoying wearing knitted clothing. and the joy of eating food with friends that only comes with winter.
laters lovers.

- danielle x.

i need this so much it hurts!!!!

castofvices

have my babies?????? 

please?

dress yourself in bleeding mattress

i want the acid wash cheap mondays so badly!

p.s im thinking go dark brown again? what do we think?

Trese x

story of my life

so ive turned into an epic dork and have a new obsession with typography......

watch this space :)

how could i possibly know you?

Trese x

forever young

what happens when i get bored....

Trese's creations...

i cant promise you that i won't let you down

Trese x

let's disappear

i want to go to the seaside

Lagerfeld.....you never fail to deliver

you are my God

Trese x

look outside

this is what happens when i'm left unsupervised....

Trese x

how am i supposed to pretend i never want to see you again?

bring back summer....please?

What sadness lengthens Romeo's hours?

Why, such is love's transgression.
Griefs of mine own lie heavy in my breast,
Which thou wilt propagate, to have it prest
With more of thine: this love that thou hast shown
Doth add more grief to too much of mine own.
Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs;
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes;
Being vex'd a sea nourish'd with lovers' tears:
What is it else? a madness most discreet,
A choking gall and a preserving sweet.

-Romeo Montague

wowee.

An indian boy in my class showed me this. isn't it lovely? 
Horray for Chanel


L

"A greater power than we can contradict

Hath thwarted our intents."

- Romeo and Juliet, 5.3

We ignore those who adore us, adore those who ignore us, love those who hurt us and hurt those who love us.

love really dont love you

i'm having trouble getting over how true this is

Trese x

star-cross'd

I think i...

pretty much

just fell in-

love

Tresex

don't judge me

new favourite breakfast:

vegemite toast with ham and egg whites
(2 slices 'burgen bread wholemeal and seeds' toast with vegemite, 25g lite ham and 2 boiled egg whites)

& accompanied with


chocolate soy thickshake
(250ml vitasoy 'soy milky lite', 60g cottees diet chocolate topping and a mother chucken shitload of ice so it makes a massive ass glass)


sounds gross i know, but tis actually oh so delicious.


so dont knock till you try it bitchhheesssss.



- danielle x.

oh kate moss how wise you are...

"nothing tastes as good 

as skinny feels"

brilliant.



-danielle x.

byme

yeah i'm not bored AT ALL

luff

byme

dads shoulders are the highest place on earth

trese x

remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground?

Okay im in search of a cool quote...i dont care who said it or what its about/if it has any profanities i just need a cool quote! 

ideas?

Trese x

I think I may be having one of those "I hate everything and everyone around me" days. Not for any particular reason,it's really only an accumulation of anger inside burning to come out.... So today just happens to be Explosion Day. Sorry to everyone who has to put up with me today! It's really not your fault! 

Trese x

There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!
I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become...
- Kurt Cobain

this actually made me start sobbing.....

1 year, 12 months, 365 days. A year ago right now I stood on top of a rooftop with him and he kissed me for the first time. I was such a different person, so innocent, so untouched, so unaware of how he would change me in the year to come.

But life happens, and suddenly you find yourself so far from where you've been. No warnings, no street signs, no one telling you where you made the wrong turn. From now on, every day will be a year since that day I spent with him: a year since I went to his house for the first time, a year since he brought me ice cream instead of soup when I was sick, a year since that photographer stopped us to take a picture of "the most beautiful couple he'd ever seen," a year since he left me a crying voicemail when his friend died, a year since I saw that look in his face and knew he was it for me, a year since he said I love you for the first time, a year since I couldn't say it back, a year since he left me, a year since he left everyone else. And soon it will be 2 years, then 3, then 10, and I won't even remember his face anymore and something somewhere will remind me of him and I will think to myself I really loved that boy.

A year since he kissed me, one month since he left me, two weeks, one day, four hours, seventeen minutes, and thirty-six seconds since he left us all. The hours keep moving along now, but the sun setting and rising, setting and rising is the only sign that time is still passing at all. I spend all my time at home; all I ever want to do is sleep. I don't go out with my friends, I don't feel like dancing, I can't focus on anything because I'm so goddamn tired of fighting that I've given up and I hate myself for it. I miss him, I have missed him, and missing him has become this dull aching hole in my chest, this feeling that comes in waves and bowls me over and makes me shake. I see pictures of him that make me cry and I think that I really fucked up and I wonder who I am and why I'm not doing absolutely everything I can to fix it, but then I realize that I can fix a lot of things, but his death is not one of them.

To every girl or boy or woman or man reading this: the biggest mistake you will ever make is letting fear of I love you stop you from saying it. I was afraid, but he thought that meant I didn't care. After a while, he gave up and it hurt him too much to stay. The only thing keeping me going when he left was the knowledge that he was the person I was meant to be with so in a little while, whether it be days or months or years, I would get another chance. I knew this so clearly that even when life felt so hard without him, I kept my chin up and the tears off my face because I knew he would be back. I forgot that life is fragile, hearts are only protected by a thin little cage of bones, people are born and die every day. I never once thought that I wouldn't get that second chance. I lived on it, it kept me breathing, and now that he is really gone I can't live without it.

So please, I beg of you, tell him or her. I didn't because I was afraid of humiliation, of getting hurt, of emotions so little compared to how I feel now. If I had said it he would have been at prom with me when it happened. He wouldn't have been the one picking up dinner for his mom so he wouldn't have been in that car and been at that intersection when that truck ran through that light and he would still be here. Please say it when you feel it because now the world is spiraling into chaos around me and every picture of what I was so sure my life would be like has been shattered and I need to do something to stop this from happening to anyone else.

It didn't have to be this way. It could have been a year since I said I love you back. It could have been 10 years from now, remembering where it all began on that rooftop, remembering how he always thought it would last a lifetime and, though I never said it, so did I. It could have been different, but it isn't. So I will just sit here and keep on breathing and hope that time will make each day, each month, each year a little bit easier to bear without him. I will keep trying to fit together the pieces of my life that I have left, even when the puzzles still a mess and I still feel so broken. It didn't have to be this way for me, and it doesn't have to be this way for you. Sometime in this life, the person who means to you what he did to me will be gone. Hopefully you will have time with them, time that I didn't have, but even if you do, it will happen sometime in the far future and when it does, the regret will break you if you never said it.

So here it is Connor, I like to think better late than never:

I love you.





le love

hey i want you

Trese x