Sunday, March 28, 2010

an education?

i hate how you can go from being so insanely happy to so incredibly down
i hate that it happens so quickly.
i hate those moods. the ones you can't explain. the ones that are just horrible. the ones when you cant wait to get to sleep just so you can wake up differently. feel differently.
i hate when your waiting for confirmation from someone else to lift you up.
i hate not knowing.
i hate that sinking feeling in your stomach.
i hate being new at a place where everyone already knows each other.
i hate being unsure.
i hate that i'll never be skinny
i hate that I'll always have to worry about what i eat, when i eat it and how I'll have to burn off what i eat.
i hate university.
i hate that you can be surrounded by so many people and still feel so incredibly alone.
i just hate.

- danielle x.